Sometimes I write very pointless things

I just feel like writing... but I have no words to say. I can talk about yesterday, first prenatal appointment, a little late at 24 weeks but that's me nothing normal about it. Lots happened in the long yet short amount of time there, a couple hrs but not with the doctor, we basically got fired on the spot, but she's willing to work with us to get what we'd like in order for us to keep a doctor (not to keen on doctors but its nice in case something bad does happen.. that's like the only reason I want one, which is kinda stupid but whatever. I can let the tax payers pay for me to have just in case doctor.) So I guess I do have words to say. Being pregnant is funny, I will use a word I think is correct and not notice its totally the wrong word and just keep on going. Drew laughs at me when I do that, I just say hey you know what I mean lol. Besides the 7lbs I lost in the beginning from my wonderful bodies reaction to the new amounts of hormones, I've only gained 6lbs..total of 13 since i gained that 7 back too lol.. I am doing pretty good, 4months left to go.. Willing to put off my schooling till Drew is okay with everything. We need income firstly lol, which should start soon, but who knows in this world of insurance sales he started in. Just passed his test, should get his license in the mail soon, he had lots of learning to do, and he's a bit slow at it, its hard for him to learn in general so it was tough and its still going on, but that's okay its almost over and he is doing a great job at it. So, he'd like loans to be paid and for us to not use any kind of babysitter including family so if I want school it'll have to be worked through a nice schedule so either me or him is with the baby. (I'd still like to go back, but am just willing to put it off.. which sucks but i mean come on there's a person to be growthed now lol.) I am focusing on this homeschooling thing, I can teach her and learn at the same time starting just shortly after she's born :D yeah I have high hopes (for myself more than her though lol..just to clarify) anyways.. still living with his parents obvious from the lack of income yet.. but no worries soon soon soon is the hopes to get our own place. about to dip into our savings to stay afloat with gas lol.. that's what its for..when needed. I'm glad we have a separate baby savings fund lol. works out good. I feel smart sometimes lol. so.. besides that.. those are whats up in this little head, not much.. just floating around day to day. :) And gotta keep that God focus on man.. hes the one that's guiding me along this day to day journey.. trying not to look back but move forward. God Bless! :) LOVES YOU ALL! :)