Very interesting, more details tomorrow... Hard to understand for me but i still love it.
Man i love learning..
Friday, September 30, 2011
Interesting business going on I think not
My mind is very blah right now.. not sure what to say..
But I thought I'd at least say hi :D
I guess.. hmm that's weird..
Just.. i am in Love.. and its the most fantastic wonderfuliest thing in the world.
And I think God so much because without him I would not have met the man I love today. All the circumstances that brought me to the moment I met him. It makes me extremely thankful for his friend, I mean without them knowing each other it would not have happened either. I am so very happy and could not imagine life without him now that I have him. I do believe in the becoming one thing, it really is true, I guessed but now that I've experienced meeting the one that completes me it truly is amazing. And for those who are blessed to be single, enjoy it, God allowed you to be at peace with your singleness, and just use this time for a time of rejoicing and focus on only the Lord.
and the only other thing on my mind is, I used this new thing.. since I had a really bad irritation from my shampoo, since I'm allergic to soap anyways, I decided to look up something new and it just so happens to be cheap as well. It's baking soda, a lot of people have heard of it, but I haven't until the other day. So I got some and I tried it and my hair is really soft and has a lot more volume.. it's weird. It still feels a little more oily than I like it too right now, not to mention I couldn't get the mixture right but whatev.. but it is the firs time i used it so I am excited to see how it turns out.
well.. then... that's all I have to say tonight. I am going to bed now.. Love you all! God Bless!
But I thought I'd at least say hi :D
I guess.. hmm that's weird..
Just.. i am in Love.. and its the most fantastic wonderfuliest thing in the world.
And I think God so much because without him I would not have met the man I love today. All the circumstances that brought me to the moment I met him. It makes me extremely thankful for his friend, I mean without them knowing each other it would not have happened either. I am so very happy and could not imagine life without him now that I have him. I do believe in the becoming one thing, it really is true, I guessed but now that I've experienced meeting the one that completes me it truly is amazing. And for those who are blessed to be single, enjoy it, God allowed you to be at peace with your singleness, and just use this time for a time of rejoicing and focus on only the Lord.
and the only other thing on my mind is, I used this new thing.. since I had a really bad irritation from my shampoo, since I'm allergic to soap anyways, I decided to look up something new and it just so happens to be cheap as well. It's baking soda, a lot of people have heard of it, but I haven't until the other day. So I got some and I tried it and my hair is really soft and has a lot more volume.. it's weird. It still feels a little more oily than I like it too right now, not to mention I couldn't get the mixture right but whatev.. but it is the firs time i used it so I am excited to see how it turns out.
well.. then... that's all I have to say tonight. I am going to bed now.. Love you all! God Bless!
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
I am.. words can't describe at the moment.
So.... well at the moment I can't remember exactly what.. never mind I remembered.. and I am such a dork for blogging now.. I need to be in bed.. now.. but whatever..
I think I'll just do a quicky talk.. TODAY HAS BEEN FANTASTIC. For many reasons I suppose, but overall I have just had a good day.
I found a site, where I will be writing short reviews about a book, but get free books man.. so I think I can talk about it a little, I mean how nice are they to give me a free book.. and I should have to do something in return right? (lol stage 1, kohlbergs moral development)
sleep in pysch.. last week about just war theory and all the war stuff in PP&E, and just a but load of development theories in lifespan CM. I just love all my classes, and ahh singing in chapel next sunday.. bleh.. lol. Its cool though.
I spoke in lifespan today.. lol eh.. never do that, but I love that topic.. soo... I mean no one ever gets where I'm coming from, well they just don't believe that someone could actually believe and have actions that support that really. but yeah.
.. and well.. I could go into details say more.. but I think I am done, cus I am trying.. trying.. to start a new/better sleeping schedual.. (and I didn't even do my reading guys.. ugg.. ) so goodnight!
I kinda hope someone actually reads this.. lol. or not.. I am totally okay with people not reading my thoughts but just saying it's out there. Might as well be anyways, people know who I am if I actually run for senate ever.. I hope I can but I am okay with not.. I don't know what God has planned for me.
I found an awesome Guy I would love to spend my life with, and I don't really want a job that takes up all my time. But same for him.. but hey.. retire early and be with him more often :) And then do ministry in another way, for free man cause we love people.. and even when you socially economically or whatever you call it retire you never retire from serving Christ! :)
God Bless my people! Hope everyone is doing good and staying positive. I hope I can be an encouragement however that is.. and feel free to blurt out your opinions I love them.. and let me know if you'd like me to respond, cus i will.. but i don't wanna seem rude in any way by my responds so just saying.. I have some hard opinions, that do hurt at times.. anyways.. just a warning.. although I doubt anyone but maaaybe.. my 2 friends who follow will even read or say anything.. lol. Love you anyways! :D
Hope and Love!
Outty!
I think I'll just do a quicky talk.. TODAY HAS BEEN FANTASTIC. For many reasons I suppose, but overall I have just had a good day.
I found a site, where I will be writing short reviews about a book, but get free books man.. so I think I can talk about it a little, I mean how nice are they to give me a free book.. and I should have to do something in return right? (lol stage 1, kohlbergs moral development)
sleep in pysch.. last week about just war theory and all the war stuff in PP&E, and just a but load of development theories in lifespan CM. I just love all my classes, and ahh singing in chapel next sunday.. bleh.. lol. Its cool though.
I spoke in lifespan today.. lol eh.. never do that, but I love that topic.. soo... I mean no one ever gets where I'm coming from, well they just don't believe that someone could actually believe and have actions that support that really. but yeah.
.. and well.. I could go into details say more.. but I think I am done, cus I am trying.. trying.. to start a new/better sleeping schedual.. (and I didn't even do my reading guys.. ugg.. ) so goodnight!
I kinda hope someone actually reads this.. lol. or not.. I am totally okay with people not reading my thoughts but just saying it's out there. Might as well be anyways, people know who I am if I actually run for senate ever.. I hope I can but I am okay with not.. I don't know what God has planned for me.
I found an awesome Guy I would love to spend my life with, and I don't really want a job that takes up all my time. But same for him.. but hey.. retire early and be with him more often :) And then do ministry in another way, for free man cause we love people.. and even when you socially economically or whatever you call it retire you never retire from serving Christ! :)
God Bless my people! Hope everyone is doing good and staying positive. I hope I can be an encouragement however that is.. and feel free to blurt out your opinions I love them.. and let me know if you'd like me to respond, cus i will.. but i don't wanna seem rude in any way by my responds so just saying.. I have some hard opinions, that do hurt at times.. anyways.. just a warning.. although I doubt anyone but maaaybe.. my 2 friends who follow will even read or say anything.. lol. Love you anyways! :D
Hope and Love!
Outty!
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
Getting used to Everything.. yet not
It was a pretty crazy awesome day. Fire alarm this morning woke me up right before I planned on getting up so wasn't able to get ready in time for class.. bleh.
So slept until my next class, this time didn't give myself time to eat, so I like shoved a burger and fries in me in about 7mins then went to my next class. Three classes in a row then went out to eat, another Italy abroad reunion, but with Karissa this time, one who doesn't go to Byran ha. It was pretty awesome to say the least, but 14 people is a lot.
In my PSGS class today it was very interesting, or made me more interested in the whole foreign policy things. I already didn't like the way our country went about and did war just because they wanted to. And not I know.. yeah didn't care too much to find out if there were laws against what they were doing, or rather didn't find out what exactly they were, I had a little in-cling that it was there somewhere. Anyways, I was fired up at all that.
The way our country just decides to go to war cause they don't like the way the country runs itself.. we want out fake democratic system to rule the world cause we think we are the best. No we were the best, maybe, and that was only because we did look to God as our guide in ruining this country, especially more so when it started. But its not really something that can be said, and I agree to a point, we can't really know the people who started it, they aren't here personally to defend themselves, but you can look at our constitution and see God and biblical principles, that differentiated us from Britain, if that is correct-I am working on my history.. and all memory really. So.. I am not sure what more I say.. oh yeah.. well sort of. I'd like to add that our country has handled these disagreements among itself so terribly, making laws to do something that is already a law but making a dumber one, and then not even following it in the first place. United States get your act together please.. I at least would like American to get more involved and take advantage of the rights we have to go to the federal gov and get what we what, with certain grounds, and get our rights back as the people.. and US get your stupid guns and troops out of the middle east.. we have done enough.. get "us" out of everywhere until we have a legitimate reason, for example us getting attacked, to go to war on someone..
And my second class, Lifespan Christian Ministry, always want to call it lifespan development.. i don't know.. ugg.. Its interesting. I don't think I agree with Erikson's way of our personality development continuing into adult hood.. but that is only because I haven't quite figured out what personality is. People have so many ideas and I haven't quite found one I agree with.. well if i have i have forgotten it. Personality is such a difficult subject. I think that as we age and grow and learn it has an affect of us and the way we process and see things.. I don't think anything can change our personality, I think God is the one that chooses who you are. And your life experiences, well on another topic is that he puts them all in place so you can become who he wants/has you planned to, but on the other end or different.. well yeah again your life just plants what Erikson's theory does say, how you learn to trust and stuff in that manner, but (we talked only about the first stage today.. trust/mistrust) so when looking at it from that stage and how it can go on throughout the life and never move forward, I believe that it doesn't change your personality if you stay or move on, it may strengthen how you look at yourself and how others look at yourself, but isn't your personality who you are? And your soul what keeps you alive, what makes you being, apart yet with God? I don't know I am still trying to find out what I believe in different aspects/ areas of life.
That's why I love college.
(but yeah still wish it could be a bit more productively busy)
I want to try, next week, to read, firstly the list of must read books everyone says all the time, i missed out on a lot, and then maybe even write my opinions of them.. a small report/review of some sort. I love writing.. I like researching too.
well I will do and end up where God wants me to.
Oh and I am loving my boyfriend right now..
and enjoying the wait we have together as we learn more about each other and what God may have planned for our lives.
I hope to make a humungo impact on society by digging into what the governments have done wrong and what they have done right, and how we as a country want to see the wrongs righted and what they believe we have done right to begin with. Get it a people country again. stir some real strong world changing debates.
Or help people with their individual lives and help them figure out what they love to do and encourage them and help give them resources to make it happen instead of just a bunch of words that may help but in the end don't get anything to happen, no real activity. But I do like to get people to think, but I like actions better. Which is what I would like and continue to do with my life, do what I say I'd like to try to accomplish with my life and education.
So slept until my next class, this time didn't give myself time to eat, so I like shoved a burger and fries in me in about 7mins then went to my next class. Three classes in a row then went out to eat, another Italy abroad reunion, but with Karissa this time, one who doesn't go to Byran ha. It was pretty awesome to say the least, but 14 people is a lot.
In my PSGS class today it was very interesting, or made me more interested in the whole foreign policy things. I already didn't like the way our country went about and did war just because they wanted to. And not I know.. yeah didn't care too much to find out if there were laws against what they were doing, or rather didn't find out what exactly they were, I had a little in-cling that it was there somewhere. Anyways, I was fired up at all that.
The way our country just decides to go to war cause they don't like the way the country runs itself.. we want out fake democratic system to rule the world cause we think we are the best. No we were the best, maybe, and that was only because we did look to God as our guide in ruining this country, especially more so when it started. But its not really something that can be said, and I agree to a point, we can't really know the people who started it, they aren't here personally to defend themselves, but you can look at our constitution and see God and biblical principles, that differentiated us from Britain, if that is correct-I am working on my history.. and all memory really. So.. I am not sure what more I say.. oh yeah.. well sort of. I'd like to add that our country has handled these disagreements among itself so terribly, making laws to do something that is already a law but making a dumber one, and then not even following it in the first place. United States get your act together please.. I at least would like American to get more involved and take advantage of the rights we have to go to the federal gov and get what we what, with certain grounds, and get our rights back as the people.. and US get your stupid guns and troops out of the middle east.. we have done enough.. get "us" out of everywhere until we have a legitimate reason, for example us getting attacked, to go to war on someone..
And my second class, Lifespan Christian Ministry, always want to call it lifespan development.. i don't know.. ugg.. Its interesting. I don't think I agree with Erikson's way of our personality development continuing into adult hood.. but that is only because I haven't quite figured out what personality is. People have so many ideas and I haven't quite found one I agree with.. well if i have i have forgotten it. Personality is such a difficult subject. I think that as we age and grow and learn it has an affect of us and the way we process and see things.. I don't think anything can change our personality, I think God is the one that chooses who you are. And your life experiences, well on another topic is that he puts them all in place so you can become who he wants/has you planned to, but on the other end or different.. well yeah again your life just plants what Erikson's theory does say, how you learn to trust and stuff in that manner, but (we talked only about the first stage today.. trust/mistrust) so when looking at it from that stage and how it can go on throughout the life and never move forward, I believe that it doesn't change your personality if you stay or move on, it may strengthen how you look at yourself and how others look at yourself, but isn't your personality who you are? And your soul what keeps you alive, what makes you being, apart yet with God? I don't know I am still trying to find out what I believe in different aspects/ areas of life.
That's why I love college.
(but yeah still wish it could be a bit more productively busy)
I want to try, next week, to read, firstly the list of must read books everyone says all the time, i missed out on a lot, and then maybe even write my opinions of them.. a small report/review of some sort. I love writing.. I like researching too.
well I will do and end up where God wants me to.
Oh and I am loving my boyfriend right now..
and enjoying the wait we have together as we learn more about each other and what God may have planned for our lives.
I hope to make a humungo impact on society by digging into what the governments have done wrong and what they have done right, and how we as a country want to see the wrongs righted and what they believe we have done right to begin with. Get it a people country again. stir some real strong world changing debates.
Or help people with their individual lives and help them figure out what they love to do and encourage them and help give them resources to make it happen instead of just a bunch of words that may help but in the end don't get anything to happen, no real activity. But I do like to get people to think, but I like actions better. Which is what I would like and continue to do with my life, do what I say I'd like to try to accomplish with my life and education.
Books..
Oh and I just got reminded of why I like to read..
Information-fun-a new life-good way to learn- in the end it really helps you whether you read fiction or not.
I wanna be different, not looked down on, but yet be only an example of who Christ is.
And that is hard, and by what I say It should be obvious I have a ways to go.. but don't we all.
My Journey.
Let it be.
Have one too.
Be unique.
Be You.
Follow Christ and not the world.
Information-fun-a new life-good way to learn- in the end it really helps you whether you read fiction or not.
I wanna be different, not looked down on, but yet be only an example of who Christ is.
And that is hard, and by what I say It should be obvious I have a ways to go.. but don't we all.
My Journey.
Let it be.
Have one too.
Be unique.
Be You.
Follow Christ and not the world.
The middle of the night-new old insight
I always get inspired by watching people succeed. It doesn't bother me if they go through issues and in the end they lost what they have made, its just a matter of getting there and saying that you can do it. And in the end I'd hope to inspire others to not give up.
I suck at blogging there is no doubt, but it is a good way to occasionally type out a ton of my thoughts I am having, like now in the middle of the night, or maybe during a time I'd like to share my life with the world. ha, no one cares too much but one day I'd hope to catch the attention of people.
I really wanna go to law school. I am not sure exactly how my undergrad is going to go quite yet though. I am at Bryan, I do know I would like to double major and minor in something and graduate in less than 6 years total. I applied to APU, if i did my math correctly I should be able to graduate 2 or at least 1.5 years earlier than at Bryan. Of course, id like to take a semester off and then work a summer. I have to pay for the price difference so even if I didn't something, I'd have to figure out how to pay for it. Even Bryan at this point. Praise God for Drew and his kindness in paying the last bit left of my tuition so I could stay and attend this semester. Now I need to figure out another 1000 or pray I get in with the semester payed for at APU.
I'd like to at least go to California. We'll see.
I would like to also not change majors, Bryan: politics and government-prelaw and christian ministry: leadership (want to add a psychology minor), at APU I'd like to do: political science:prelaw, and psychology with a biblical languages minor.
I'd like to be a paralegal... not sure how my life is going to go, but I'd hope and think it could last another 3 years at law school.
See, undergrad, these 19 credits, 7 classes, a ministry and group is not enough for me, I get bored easily my mind needs to be constantly stimulated. It was interesting today in general pysch about someone/people trying to invent a drug that you dont' need to sleep. I just need to manage my time better. I can make it, I (firstly need to thank the wonders of the computer saving watchacallit and dislike the mysterious uses of keyboards that kill a tab as you type too fast and sporadic... lol :P ) anyways... I believe I was saying how I just need to somehow manage my time better.. hmm like read at least a few pages every so often, I'd like to get involved more, I'd like to have a job. I was trying to do a sport, volleyball I just suck and so its not helping my mind very much in fact it was not fun, I need to start slow at the gain of the mental ability to do handle sports.. lol it hurts my eyes and brain, its just not my thing.
People keep saying I should do something in health and go to art school. Man would I love to do that. Maybe I can go during the summers while in law school.. and do like interships or whatever you call it or I do while in school.
Id like to start my family as well, at least winding down to the end of it. But God has that planned out, I am okay with whatever.
See I always have a backup of a backup plan, just in case one doesn't work out these are my other ideas, I am just interested in too many things.. bleh. I am typing this really fast, my mind is working hard tonight lol. Its almost 2am, when I wanted to go to bed. I like this idea. Bed at 2. It works for me. Now I need to manage everything else and figure out who I am, keep my mind busy, when it's busy in a good way I remember more. I am weird apparently, I like it, being different, but I also like finding people that are like me, it makes me feel like that part is real and not just me making something happen. Cause sometimes, stupid discouragement of people that don't know that's what they are doing to me, I feel like that is making me make me have reactions or just be like I am sometimes.. hmm well all well life is a work in progress. Always learning.
Goal: to show Christ in all I do. Be determined and never give up. God doesn't give up on us. Be an example, uh duh Jesus is the ultimate. hmm.. I like that talk. To be able to be able (hehe) to talk like a theologian that knows what he/she is talking about but with political lengo.. hmmm but I may need to fix my English skills up a bit... hey isn't that what college is for? hehe..
This is Kayla @ MyMindsCrazyWindowView.blogspot.com and this is THE LIFE OF MY MIND!
(for reals man I am getting this language thing down.. This semesters goal is to learn to commmunicate verbally, conversationally, and of course to better express the thoughts and patterns of my mind to others.. along with myself cus it's gotta start there.. hmm HEY! This is like both, I am talking "to myself" but yet it's a blog.. for ee..vv..err...yy..body! :D )
GOD BLESS!!
HOLA MY BROTHA'S and SISTA'S! Christ be with ya!
PEACE!
I suck at blogging there is no doubt, but it is a good way to occasionally type out a ton of my thoughts I am having, like now in the middle of the night, or maybe during a time I'd like to share my life with the world. ha, no one cares too much but one day I'd hope to catch the attention of people.
I really wanna go to law school. I am not sure exactly how my undergrad is going to go quite yet though. I am at Bryan, I do know I would like to double major and minor in something and graduate in less than 6 years total. I applied to APU, if i did my math correctly I should be able to graduate 2 or at least 1.5 years earlier than at Bryan. Of course, id like to take a semester off and then work a summer. I have to pay for the price difference so even if I didn't something, I'd have to figure out how to pay for it. Even Bryan at this point. Praise God for Drew and his kindness in paying the last bit left of my tuition so I could stay and attend this semester. Now I need to figure out another 1000 or pray I get in with the semester payed for at APU.
I'd like to at least go to California. We'll see.
I would like to also not change majors, Bryan: politics and government-prelaw and christian ministry: leadership (want to add a psychology minor), at APU I'd like to do: political science:prelaw, and psychology with a biblical languages minor.
I'd like to be a paralegal... not sure how my life is going to go, but I'd hope and think it could last another 3 years at law school.
See, undergrad, these 19 credits, 7 classes, a ministry and group is not enough for me, I get bored easily my mind needs to be constantly stimulated. It was interesting today in general pysch about someone/people trying to invent a drug that you dont' need to sleep. I just need to manage my time better. I can make it, I (firstly need to thank the wonders of the computer saving watchacallit and dislike the mysterious uses of keyboards that kill a tab as you type too fast and sporadic... lol :P ) anyways... I believe I was saying how I just need to somehow manage my time better.. hmm like read at least a few pages every so often, I'd like to get involved more, I'd like to have a job. I was trying to do a sport, volleyball I just suck and so its not helping my mind very much in fact it was not fun, I need to start slow at the gain of the mental ability to do handle sports.. lol it hurts my eyes and brain, its just not my thing.
People keep saying I should do something in health and go to art school. Man would I love to do that. Maybe I can go during the summers while in law school.. and do like interships or whatever you call it or I do while in school.
Id like to start my family as well, at least winding down to the end of it. But God has that planned out, I am okay with whatever.
See I always have a backup of a backup plan, just in case one doesn't work out these are my other ideas, I am just interested in too many things.. bleh. I am typing this really fast, my mind is working hard tonight lol. Its almost 2am, when I wanted to go to bed. I like this idea. Bed at 2. It works for me. Now I need to manage everything else and figure out who I am, keep my mind busy, when it's busy in a good way I remember more. I am weird apparently, I like it, being different, but I also like finding people that are like me, it makes me feel like that part is real and not just me making something happen. Cause sometimes, stupid discouragement of people that don't know that's what they are doing to me, I feel like that is making me make me have reactions or just be like I am sometimes.. hmm well all well life is a work in progress. Always learning.
Goal: to show Christ in all I do. Be determined and never give up. God doesn't give up on us. Be an example, uh duh Jesus is the ultimate. hmm.. I like that talk. To be able to be able (hehe) to talk like a theologian that knows what he/she is talking about but with political lengo.. hmmm but I may need to fix my English skills up a bit... hey isn't that what college is for? hehe..
This is Kayla @ MyMindsCrazyWindowView.blogspot.com and this is THE LIFE OF MY MIND!
(for reals man I am getting this language thing down.. This semesters goal is to learn to commmunicate verbally, conversationally, and of course to better express the thoughts and patterns of my mind to others.. along with myself cus it's gotta start there.. hmm HEY! This is like both, I am talking "to myself" but yet it's a blog.. for ee..vv..err...yy..body! :D )
GOD BLESS!!
HOLA MY BROTHA'S and SISTA'S! Christ be with ya!
PEACE!
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