Fall Break From College

Woooahhh!!!! I survived the first half of my first semester of college! Woot Woot! And now it is getting hard!! But I am on break...and I felt like getting my blog together..even though I should be working on my wonderful Theatre History paper on Greek theatre :D I am actually excited about writing it, my first bigger paper...ugg but then I got an English research paper when I get back that we are going to start :P...and a bunch more mid-terms as well! :D "I can't wait" lol haha ha ha haha! Naw I don't mind I love school, always have...well mostly have :D
I love my train of thought!......all well!
Oh before I "finish" I'd like to say that ..... ??? Man i have a distracted mind...we are watching muliple tv channels :D lol sort of channel flipping, news distracted me, as well as 10,000 ways to die :D
Not to mention my computer is about to like die :D soonish!
I think i'll just blabber on I guess! It's how my mind works anyways! :P hahahahaha lalala
ok so there is a point to this...to let randomness leave my mind! :D
So here goes....I have no clue who will read this...including friends!
This first half of the first semester of college....lots has happend. I don't really like my schedule which is not cool, but I am trying to be possitive, there is a reason God put me here like this! I have to think completely In Christ!! He is my Lord, he is Love, he is creator of the earth, or me, he is my saviour, my Father, my God!!! And he is in control of everything in my life!!
I try to rely on him for everything, in what desicions I should make, everything thought I think! No matter how much I wish I don't or didn't do I have to focus on Christ, everything happens for a reasons, the struggles help us grow!!! We don't wisdom without struggle!!! And I cannot wait to see the outcome of what we have gone through, on this earth and in heaven!!
With going to college, I am really glad I get to go, but I keep getting told that I am not going to Bryan for an education! And I have gained many great friends that I hope to have for a long time, but other things have not gone that great!! I am learning a new kind of patience, a new kind of kindness, I am learning to truely express all the love of Christ together as a whole instead of seperately! I am so excited about these new battles I am and have to face!! I am so happy at how my life it turning out, no matter things I wish I didn't do or have to do! Christ is my center, and I am getting better at living like it is so!! Lord thank you so much!!! I have no words to express only tears of unknown emotion and smiles of joy and saddness!!
I cannot wait to see what God has in store for me next, but right now I am learning to love to live in the now! And now painfully wait for the future to happen, because it is happening! All that I have been wanting for years is finally coming to life before my eyes!! I am living it, and I plan to try my best to live it for Christ!!
And then I shall say! I hope everyone is having a fantastic week!!